- He's embarrassed and confused because he asked Fuuma what yaoi was and how sex was related to food and IN THE SAME CONVERSATION Fuuma kissed him. - He was unpleasantly reminded that he and Fuuma are on opposite "sides" even in another world. - Fuuma told him very plainly that he plays mindgames and is not always a nice person and this sort of duality hit him hard in a way that reminded him of his Fuuma. - He's constantly not really sure what Fuuma thinks and has this underlying guilt that he's not the Kamui Fuuma actually wants to see and despite this, he's going to take what he can from this respite of Fuumas-trying-kill-him.
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- He's embarrassed and confused because he asked Fuuma what yaoi was and how sex was related to food and IN THE SAME CONVERSATION Fuuma kissed him.
- He was unpleasantly reminded that he and Fuuma are on opposite "sides" even in another world.
- Fuuma told him very plainly that he plays mindgames and is not always a nice person and this sort of duality hit him hard in a way that reminded him of his Fuuma.
- He's constantly not really sure what Fuuma thinks and has this underlying guilt that he's not the Kamui Fuuma actually wants to see and despite this, he's going to take what he can from this respite of Fuumas-trying-kill-him.