No, I kind of mean that. It was a very draining and incredibly unpleasant experience for her. Seeing and fighting Rido again is a nightmare for her. However, it gave more insight into Kaname which is something she craves. She wants to understand him--even the parts she doesn't like. And, well, this is the girl who spent a year hallucinating things like murdering her five-year-old self. It's not like her mind would exactly be a walk in the park either. She came out of it shaken but . . . almost glad that it happened?
LET US PRETEND I AM THE APPING KIND. Any recs from your canons?
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Date: 2010-10-08 01:54 am (UTC)I mean!
No, I kind of mean that. It was a very draining and incredibly unpleasant experience for her. Seeing and fighting Rido again is a nightmare for her. However, it gave more insight into Kaname which is something she craves. She wants to understand him--even the parts she doesn't like. And, well, this is the girl who spent a year hallucinating things like murdering her five-year-old self. It's not like her mind would exactly be a walk in the park either. She came out of it shaken but . . . almost glad that it happened?
LET US PRETEND I AM THE APPING KIND. Any recs from your canons?